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“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
Maya Angelou
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Unbearable Longing, Fading Hope
In the depths of my being, I hold on tight,Clutching memories of you, with all my might.Oh, how I ache, like the toll of a bell,Yearning for you, in this desolate spell. At this very moment, my heart’s plea is clear,To reunite with you, my love, so dear.Though time marches on, relentless and fleet,Your absence…
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I Don’t Know…
Am I over the feeling of self harm?Or the forces are strong enough to stop me now?Maybe it’s the later one only.Whenever I stand here and look down,I know I still wanna do it.I know if given a choice,I won’t think twice. There’s isn’t something bad precisely,But the perpetual sadness persists.Why? I don’t know.Till when?…
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1 Year Ago
It’s been a whole year & you are missed every second of my life. This is the longest we have ever been apart. I know you are missing me a lot too. The situation is no good here without you. From two people for whom it is very difficult to stay away from each other,…
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Anxiety
It’s getting hard to deal with this anxiety.I can always feel there’s something in my chest whose weight is getting heavier for me day by day.It’s tough to roam around or even get up from bed with this feeling.I shiver. I get scared. I panic!I am not numb mentally, but yeah physically I am. Seems…
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Happy Birthday
Could you please come here quickly and look at how devastated I am with your absence? I held your hand till your last breath and silently prayed it to be my end too. The moment that hand stopped pressing into mine, I felt like stopping my heartbeats right there. You left behind your body that…
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Moon
I wish you could stay for some more time, Till I feel better of myself, Till I had enough energy to get out of the bed, Till I gain the courage to face the world, Till I get the correct words to explain what’s going on with me. Alas, that day seems far right now.…
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How Many Unread Books?
She: Yes! You see the number right there? That many unread books I have. And man, do I want more books? Hell yes, I DO! And do I have any idea when I would be able to finish these? No, I don’t. Let alone, I don’t even think I would ever be able to read…
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Holding Her Hand…
Because that’s how she used to sleep. Her hand entwined in mine. Maybe she used to get an assurance that she is not alone and that same worked for me too. It was a constant reminder that my love is with me. I have her blessings and her smile. I still remember the times when…
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Coffee?
He: How did your date go yesterday? She: Meh! I am not going to see him again. He: Why? How did you make a fool of yourself this time? She: Funny! Well, he doesn’t like book conversations. Whenever I picked up a topic related to books, he flushed that subject. It pissed me off real…
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Nobody likes to be with a depressed person!
“Ughh! I am tired of all your drama! You just cannot be happy. You are always sad & depressed no matter what.” (Standing dumbfounded) “How dare you say that? Aren’t you the same person who bent down on your knee & proposed to me by saying, I wanna spend the rest of my life with…
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